Lemons and Lemonade

There are no words to express how much I wish he was here…but sometimes life hands you lemons.   You would think that each year it gets easier, but each year there is something that makes me think "Dad would have liked that so much"  like the angus burgers at McDonalds…or GPS….He would have loved the iPhones….and of coarse there is the thought…I wish he could have held his grandkids.  This day always sneaks up on me and I have this agonizing realization that he is gone and a rush of feelings come back to me.  But I take one look at my children and think know that God gives us just as many blessings as he does tragedies.